I'm finally 13 !

OMFG! ! ! ><

26.10.10

Nyahahahaaaa`
I had a great laughter! All thanks to one and only, LG! xD
What happened? Here's what.

Me: -see until LG- Hey Sotong!
LG: -points middle finger-
Me: YOU'RE SO SQUISHY!
LG: -turns to me and then . . . BUTT-SLAP!- -WHACK!-

Today

Hoooray! Yippeee! WOOHOOO`

FINALLY 13, motherfakas!

Morning; I was greeted with a birthday sang by Kah Yan, Amber and Sin Row (I think). Then everyone started wishing me. Then is then xD

Seow Li gave me a very fuggin cute PANDA plushie with speakers on it's feet, a battery holder as it's back bone and an on-off switch on it's right butt. xD

Thanks, SEOW LI!

Break time, brought that Panda down to the canteen to play around. When I wanted to go walk for a moment, LG by coincidence just came down.
He looked at the Panda then grabbed it away from me. He walked with it but I took it back anyways. ^^

During this 2 hours of revision hour; Me, Kah Yan, Amber and Regina laughed like crazy!
First we discussed about something. Then we talked about random stuffs like gossip! :O
It was fuggin` hilarious!
I laughed `till I cried xDD

Then, we started talking about this membership cards. It all happened because of Farah's present! xD

Qing Lenn was there but we told her not to laugh `cuz she doesn't have the membership card ~
Plus, we joked about her being the 'Janitor' xDD
Amber talked about her using the plumber to unplug the toilet xDD

Man, it was a good laughing moment! Treasuring it a lot!

After school, walked around with Seow Li and Hash.

They asked if I wanted LG to wish me and so of course I said yes. Seow Li daringly went with Hashvina to ask LG to wish me while I was busy blushing like mad while I talk with this kid named, Kok Onn.

ISH! so fuggin` nervous that time ><
Then later Seow Li told me he didn't know so I was cool with it...

Still, I really hoped for just those two words to come from his mouth.

Anyways, thanks Hash and Seow Li!~

On 29 October;

On 29 October; NEWS will be on MUSIC STATION singing Fighting Man
On 29 October; this shop on JUSCO will be opened
On 29 October; I might be bringing Fruit Cocktail or Coconut Jelly
On 29 October; It's the last day of exam
On 29 October; It's freedom.
On 29 October; I would be receiving Master Ear from Carmen!
On 29 October; I will finally know what Yen ordered !
On 29 October; I will receive the hug of my lifetime!
On 29 October; It's Kai's (the GazettE) Happy Belated Birthday
On 29 October; Happy Birthday song will be sang to me
On 29 October; It's my BIRTHDAY! ;D

is givin up worth it?

I've decided to give up today
On what I've tried to start
Passion fills my memories
And failure fills my heart

Deep down I know the feelings
And its true they'll never change
Even if you hated me
My love would still remain

I now sit here regretting
For what would've been in reach
Today I see there's nothing left
What would've been achieved

Now as time starts winding down
I think my chance is gone
I sought to have what I could not
My dusk has turned to dawn

I know that you don't realize
The truth held in my heart
But the truth is that I love you
And I've loved you from the start
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I have to give you up, though I have not gotten over you yet
I need to let go of you, before it becomes too late
This feeling that I have for you, I cannot let you know
For we are world apart; having that generation gap.

So please don’t take this against me
For I am just a mere mortal
Subject to fall for someone like you
Young, vibrant, full of life, through and through!

You can hate me, despise me, loathe me if you want
But I can not help myself to love you the way I do
And for me to explain to you why I did so
You need to take my heart out for you to know.

So I am letting you go, though it pained me to do so
For I know this feeling I have will not grow in you.
And if our paths may cross again someday
Please remember, I have to give you up
Not because I want to but because I know
This is the best thing for me to do!


ARGH!
These poems I made will surely pop out whenever there's this feeling of givin` up on him !

Uggh... Someone.. What should I do?!

sohai week :)

Argh! This week so sohai neh! xD

FIRST OFF!

Well, on Monday, I got this feeling I was talked about and guess what?
I was. .___.

Pang Kah Yee told me they wanted to test me. By in 'they' meant her and Soo Kah Yee.
FUG`

It all went like:

June: (Pang-pang told me she was yelling Tan Lip Guan so...) TAN LIP x I don't know how many times.
June: ne! ne! ne! ne! ne!
Me: *Who the fark kept yelling 'ne! ne! ne!" ?! [turns around to see who and saw June pointing at me]

FARK!`

Apa ni? Pang said to test me wor....Sorry girls, I really have to call you bitaches.
Well BIATCHES. You know who I like already. So? Can't you just mind your own business?!
HMM?! So what? I like him. Then?!
You BIATCHES deserve to be hit with a shovel! (What Nicole said)
ISH!`

Tuesday; I can't remember a thing except the explanation.

Wednesday;
YAY! Sotong gave me MONEY! Holly FUG`!
Fugin happy man! xD
How much? Haha. Well this is humiliating but he gave me RM10! HOLLY FUGER`!
xDD
Thanks ya, sweetie! :D

Thrusday;
Brought LAPTOP! Yeah man! Played durinG ICT. Fugging fun!

And then FRIDAY!

Sotong! Sotong! GARY`! U make me so behsong na!
HAIZ.....

Break time, while I was paying for my drink, Gary walked behind me then pulled my hair. And I, being the hyper-screamy one, yelped. ._______.
TEEHEEs`

After school hour, talked with Gary xD
Behsong! BEHSONG` lar!

Hahas. Forgot to mention about my bday to him ,___,
FUG`

*squels happily*

OMFG! So freaking happy man! º(≥ω≤)º
Happynyaaa!~

Haha. First of all, to cover up the previous days without posts, I'll state them all here. Though, I have a slight memory problem so I can't state everything that happened.

Monday : Filmed filmed filmed!~
Tuesday : Barely remembered...
Wednesday : FUGG! I sprained my ankle ΤΤ⌂ΤΤ. Kelian me lur.
Thursday : Despised going down the stairs >:O Oh, and got the phone charms :D At least that's one good thing

FRIDAY!

Ish! Freaking happy man! I have to thank sotong for making me happy! º(≥ω≤)º
Happynyaaa!

What happened? Ohohooo. Well, I'll tell you!

Once upon a time.... xD
There lived a girl and a boy... let's just cut the crap. xD

Well, during break time, I was eating and talking. Logically. xD Then followed Yen to put her plate then come back to my seat and found Sotong sitting there at my seat. Well...I squealed! (inside! xD)
Well, I intended to sit next to him, but then...I didn't ≥⌂≤
So I just sat in front of him. Or let's just say my usual seat :)
Then Yen seat next to me. He then noticed so he turn to me and flashed me his smile. xD
Me and Yen talked about crap. I was getting nervous for no certain reason. =="
Yen told me it's either I'm hungry or I'm full. But I don't think that's really the reason why.

Oooooh! Then he suddenly turned to face me. He noticed my finished Apple Juice carton and so he flicked it to me. º(≥⌂≤)º
Ish. Stupid sotong! ><

So then, I took the carton and threw at his head ! ϋ xD
He turned around to face me then showed me his pout. Soon that pout was replaced with a smirk.
He just got this brilliant idea. He took the carton then threw at me which went flying past my ears! HAHA! xD
Me and Yen laughed like crazy xD

Then something just had to ruin my happiness. ( ⌐ □ ⌐ ")

Well, sotong has a cousin. Let's call her 'Biatchi'. Well, Biatchi hates me. How'd I know?
Well, she always stares at me like I'm some kind of whore/slut. I remember the time I went to her class to give Izzy something. She gave me that stupid face. ISH!
Never mind. Cut the crap...

Well, she ruined my happiness by trying to make me jealous. Obviously she failed. She only managed to disgust me xD
Well, she was trying to make me jealous by siting close to him, bringing his fangirls along to talk with him.
She disgusts me when she started rubbing Sotong's lap. Ew! Yuck man.
Obviously, Sotong yelled at them but she kept doing it. Ewww.....
Eeeeee... I'm so disgusted. =="

During English period, Ms. Ice asK me to bring my laptop on Monday. Jo also told me to do the same. Why must it be me who has the program?!
Then, Ivan suddenly stood next to me. He told me he's taller. =="
Dude, I'm taller lar. It's just your hair that's making you seem tall. ( ⌐ □ ⌐ ")
Then we asked Jo to tell who's taller. Then he said, if Ivan's hair wasn't pointy, we could see who's taller.
HAH!

P.S: Dear Nian, you had chewing gum stuck on your drawer. EW! It was Ivan's. ( –∆– )

I love you ♥

Oh look, Izzy! It's JJ :D
He's freaking hot, ain't he? xD

Anyways, thanks lar, J ! ♥
It's very sweet of you :3
Love you lots! muaxx ♥


Oh and guys, no, we're not dating xD
^^
Relieved, Izzy? xD

10.10.10 ♥

Happy 10.10.10, peeps!

Today was rather boring in the morning. Fun starts when JJ went online ! :D
We webcam-ed, talked random stuff and kesiao-ed.
No no. It's JJ who kesiao-ed~

Small convo:
JJ: aiyaa, why must I be so handsome ar? hehe
Me: yerrr. Perasan wor!
JJ: where got. I memang handsome wan mar~
Me: ==" kesiao dy la u.
JJ: ^^

LOL. His kesiao-ness is so freaking funny! xD

I know some are wondering who's JJ. JJ is a human. A human who kesiao-s all the time xD
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Say HI! to JJ ! :D
Cutenyaa! xD

Oh yea, JJ. Remember! 19 more days! :D
Oh and uh, you're not handsome! Yamapi more handsome lu!

throw my love away?

Apa ar?! You're saying I should throw my love away? Huh?
JACKSAI!

Sorry lar. I loved him for the past 9 months and I don't think I could ever stop loving him until I found someone else or lose my feelings for him. It seems impossible.
I have to ask you something also.

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A BUSYBODY?!
Why ar?!

Whenever me or my siblings accidentally break into your personal life, you yell at us.
Then now, you PURPOSELY break into my private life and I can't yell?
WTF?!

Gosh, I'm living in HELL now! Where's my heaven?

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A small post for my parents
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tosong? tongso?

Oolala! 21 more days babeh!
;D

There's not much to say about today. So, I'm just gonna write some few stuffs that happened. As usual, there's more Sotong :P

Sejarah
We were learning about the history of Sarawak and then this little convo happened.

Pn.R: "So jadi, lebih panjang, more leng lui"
Ivan: "Oh, so, longer more good lar.. *laughs*"
*whole class laughs*

Get his point? If you don't, figure out yourself.

KH
Jahit jahit jahit~ lalala then go for Mamamia celebration :D

MamaMia Celebration
Eat KFC. yum! Teehee. After finish eating, relax at the assembly area there.
Then saw till' Sotong :D ♥
I was happy to see him!
He saw me so I yelled out "SOTONG!" he just smiled then showed his tongue.
So cute! ♥

after school hour!~
Bus rosak. So we rode this other bus ;D
I went down. Found Li Wen. Talked to her. Then came Sotong! :D ♥
I yelled sotong then he turned to me. He suddenly yelled, "Tosong!"

Me: "Kosong?"
Him: "TONGSO!"
Me: "Tongso?"
Him: "Sotong-Tongso~"
Me: "?" "Li Wen, what's tongso?"
LW: "I don't think got meaning de"
Me: "Uh...Nevermind. I go lar. Bye~"

Seriously, what the hell is TONGSO?!

A message to Sotong ♥
"Is that a nickname for me? xD If so, thanks ya! Loved it! :D"

no sotong :'(

To start off

22 more days to my big day!
and 13 more days to injection day :'(

Morning

Oolala. Li Wen got come ;D No, I did not scold her ><>den den deeeeeng!

Sissy: Why you both like to talk about Lip Guan?
Me: So kepoh for what?! Plus, it's because he more handsome then you!
Sissy: *walks away*

That stupid sissy so kepoh! ISH!

Break time

Today didn't eat sotong. I don't feel like it. Saw till' him ;D
I yell sotong. He didn't hear. Carmen yelled, still didn't hear. Seow Li volunteered. She yelled so loud he still didn't hear =="

Or was he trying to ignore us xD Stupid boy ;D

BM
Sibeeeh! Lectured! Again! And this is mainly caused by MFAKA SOO OOZHUAN!
Effin dude! ISH!

Lunch
wee wang wang~
Walked at the side of sotong ;D Treasuring that moment ;D

POL
Nothing fun really. I was bored .___.

That's the end. *bows*
Till next time. ;D

wee wang wang~

Today is filled with fun, laughter, cries and uh...things ... xD

FIRST OFF!
23 more days people! Hell yeah!!

Art

Teacher told us to draw random. Free will. So I drew a pwetty fwower~ =3
Helped Kah Yan with hers and something funny happened when I was doing it. Rachel was about to drink water when all of a sudden she sneezed which made water spilled all over her skirt, to weng ken's pants & table and wet kah yan's whole table. She was drenched .___.
Poor girl. I finished up Kah Yan's drawing, passed it up and then helped Rachel dry off her skirt and wipe weng ken's table since he whines a lot about it.

Then comes break

Ate sotong again! teehee.
I yelled sotong at LG and he showed middle finger at me so I showed back. Then he made this weird hand sign which freaked me out. What a perv.
As a response, I raised a brow and mentioned "Ew?..." and he laughed or giggled. I don't know.

BM
Pn. Sairul spent the period nagging and changed the seats.
I loved my previous seat TT^TT. Why do I have to change?!
Now I'm at the center of attention ><

IGCSE

I kept trying on different specs xD
I tried on Mel's, Edi's, Nian's and Amber's.

Lunch

I was walking behind/along with LG. teehee. Carmen told me to call him sotong and so I replied "I don't wanna. If I do so, I'll ended up getting wet like yesterday. SOTONG are so stupid"
I guess he heard that xD
He turned back to face me and motioned to spray water at me. I shoved the water away and tugged at his shirt =3

Maths
bla bla bla. I don't understand the lesson .___.

Silent Reading

Skipped it and went to practice scene3 & 4. FUN! Ivan was being all funny and sexy xD
Had fun. What was bad that my video camera went dead .__.

After school hours

Walked to the bus with him ;D

The End ;D
Oh right, Happy Belated Birthday, Horse /Banana ;D

24 more days, honey

Heck yeah people! 24 more days! woohoo!~

Okaay. Today is not really my lucky day xD
But I know today is full of SOTONG!
teehee ♥

All day, whenever see until LG, I'll call him "Sotong!"
LMAO.

SCENES

Assembly:
I was walking behind him and I called out, "Sotong! Oi!" and he purposely ignored me.
LOL. Adorable :3 ♥

Lunch:
He was walking passed my table so I called out to him.
Me: "Sotoooong~ Sotong~~"
Carmen: *laughs*
Him: *turns to me, shows middle finger*
Me: "ROFL-s"

EPICNESS! teehee♥

Then after that, he sprayed water at me because I called him sotong xD
LMAO. Today was so epic! ;D

What I hate about today is that, my SUI ZAI didn't come. She's probably afraid I'd scold her again xDD
Oh yes I will >:D

Oh, and hell yeah! 24 more days till I get my DOODOLLS and my hugs ! ;D
wee!~

I'm lovin it ;D

A perfect boyfriend ♥

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
♥ Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all stuff
♥ Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
♥ Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
♥ Give her your attention

When she pulls away
♥ Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
♥ Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
♥ Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
♥ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
♥ Protect her

When she steals your favorite hat
♥ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
♥ Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
♥ reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
♥ Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
♥ SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!

When she grabs at your hands
♥ Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
♥ bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
♥ keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
♥ don't look away until she does

When she says it's over
♥ she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
♥ she wants you to read it

There's no certain reason why I post this. Guess I was tagged .___.
This is posted all from total boredom! Thank you ;D

25 more days! ;)

Oh yes baby! 25 more heck of day!
Woot!

I don't really have much to say. .____.
Just that, I would like to yell
"WHAT THE HELL?!"
to this someone who just had to embarrass me in front of people.

I mean like, why the hell did you do that? It's so embarrassing

What actually happened? Here's what happened.

I was walking upsatirs with Li Wen (obviously for fun) when this girl steps in front of us. Spreading her hands by the side of her body.
Then she said, "TOLL! 你找谁？(nǐ zhǎo shuí?)".

Li Wen then answered "We walk here for fun". Then girly smirked. She turned her head to 1 XX class then yelled loud; extremely loud. Even you from downstairs could hear it;
What she yelled?

She yelled. "TAN LIP GUAN! 有人找你 ar! (you ren zhao ni ar!)"

I was like "O.O" Then I said, "ZHADAO!" then I walked away with Li Wen; feeling embarrassed!
The whole way to class, I kept saying I was so freaking embarrassed and mad >:[
How could you girly! TT^TT

Don't you know how embarrassing was that?

I don't think I could face him anymore .____.
What a great way to spoil this miniature love.

I'm so fucked up!

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25 more days baby!
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oh dear!!

Dear god, please oh please give me more air than you give me now for I would die without more of them !

Anyways guys, dudes, dudies, dodos, girls and jerks;
You are probably wondering why I wrote that out.
I''l tell you why. In simple words, Kaya is so going to kill me!
She's gonna hug me to death and never will let me go. Not even if I had to pee
.________.

Oh boy, oh boy.
I'm so fucked up
.______.

Moving on to another crap. Here's a simple message to this so called 'person' on my CBOX.

Dude, tell me who you are. Don't be a wimp.
Who are you?Do I know you? Do I need to know you?
Who are you to tell me to get a face job? Jerk. Did I do something wrong?
Have I ever do anything bad to you?

Get a life dude >:0

awaiting to blow candles :)

Oh freaking YES! It's finally OCTOBER!
Though I'm not totally sure whether I should be happy or not. ._______.

Anyway guys, it's OCTOBER!
If you're my true friend, you know what it means :)
You're not my true friend if you don't know :|
Lol. Kidding .

Might as well give a hint ;
Candles ♥

Teehee ♥

I'm not really expecting much. Since I never actually had a happy one. .__.
Sigh... Here comes another one .__. I'm getting old!

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Wants ♥
□ Plushie. A cute one :D
□ Hugs.
□ Dooodolls? I don't know. They're cute :D
□ I Love You-s from dearests :)
□ A new phone ♥
□ Wishes :]

I don't have much wants :| Here are a few anyway : ]
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