is givin up worth it?

I've decided to give up today
On what I've tried to start
Passion fills my memories
And failure fills my heart

Deep down I know the feelings
And its true they'll never change
Even if you hated me
My love would still remain

I now sit here regretting
For what would've been in reach
Today I see there's nothing left
What would've been achieved

Now as time starts winding down
I think my chance is gone
I sought to have what I could not
My dusk has turned to dawn

I know that you don't realize
The truth held in my heart
But the truth is that I love you
And I've loved you from the start
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I have to give you up, though I have not gotten over you yet
I need to let go of you, before it becomes too late
This feeling that I have for you, I cannot let you know
For we are world apart; having that generation gap.

So please don’t take this against me
For I am just a mere mortal
Subject to fall for someone like you
Young, vibrant, full of life, through and through!

You can hate me, despise me, loathe me if you want
But I can not help myself to love you the way I do
And for me to explain to you why I did so
You need to take my heart out for you to know.

So I am letting you go, though it pained me to do so
For I know this feeling I have will not grow in you.
And if our paths may cross again someday
Please remember, I have to give you up
Not because I want to but because I know
This is the best thing for me to do!


ARGH!
These poems I made will surely pop out whenever there's this feeling of givin` up on him !

Uggh... Someone.. What should I do?!